RAHHH

meh.

It's like some kind of unfinished business. I can't stop thinking about it.

There were a million things I could have done better, stupid mistakes I could have avoided, stupid THINGS that I couldn't prevent but somehow I seem to ought to have predicted them somehow and stopped them from happening...

Yeah, yeah it's all over, it's just a competition, I did my best, blah blah blah... But there's always that nagging voice at the back of my head that keeps saying, "but still....."

It's not like in those other competitions where no matter what I did I still wouldn't be in front, so I was alright with being in the back, with losing. But this time, I could have done it, I should have, but I didnt. As I said, so many things I could have done differently.

zZz. And now I don't like that school. I think those people are such.... *%&03s. Can't tell the difference between a laser and 420 trolley, and can't tell the finishing line too... roar. Don't like you.